Gone (reworked over time)

Will I hurt you
Do I care
When I say I’m gone
I won’t be back
My life has changed
Evolution in progress
The change, unwelcome I know
but My change
Accept me?
Will you ever accept me
the me that I really am
or will I always remain
the me of your wish it could be?
I don’t fit in
Never did
I never really wanted to
Me? never really wanted, I know
but where I am now
miles and decades away
I find