Hurt

does it take the hurt away
when you push out everyone
who is trying to help
who is trying to show you
your worth

does it take the hurt away
when you shut down your emotions
and are determined
to show everyone
because *()# you that’s why

does it take the hurt away
to show everyone that you know best
that the love that they have for you
is so much dust to be
swept away

Does it take the hurt away
when you forsake all of your dreams
all of the joy I used to see
for the empty promises
and lies

Does it take the hurt away
to know, somewhere in the fear of success
that hides the reality from your heart
to know that no matter what
I will always be here

Vacancy

The words
As thick as chocolate
Melted in the bottom of my carry on
Stick in my throat
Threatening to shut off
The breath
My voice
My life
The world
Bitter are the chocolate words
I long to spit out
Onto the ground
All over
The pretentious shine
On your facade
But they have taken root
Glued shut
The doors of my heart
Sticking my tongue
Fast to my teeth
Gagging me
From the inside
Leaving the thoughts
Screaming in my brain
And through it all
Vacant
I smile