No Man’s Land

I went for a walk
through no man’s land
where everything
has gone to seed
the berries and the brambles
by the old pear tree
everything there
now
wild and free
I stood in the quiet
of no man’s land
just no man
and me

Shaded

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I watched him ride
That mother’s son
alone
in the quiet city
the not quite streets of dawn
Up and down
and back and forth
alone
he rode
slowly
side to side
I watched him
that mother’s son
on his bike
in the not quite dawn
stop
bend
check the discarded Marlboro pack
Discarded? maybe, just maybe
there would be one left?
dropped not tossed
no
on again
I watched him
and I silently wished
I could reach out
and help
but
in his aloneness
he shut out
everyone
and everything
but the silent ride
on the lonely bike
nothing to protect him
from the
cold
of the city
that mother’s son
alone
I wanted to offer him
not smokes
I don’t
but a dollar
all the cash on hand
to maybe help
just a little
to the mother’s son
alone
in the shadows
of the not dawn city
living
in the shade
of the unreal
real world
a step beyond
lonely
and alone
this mother’s son.

Morning

In the quiet
of the all alone
I sit
and stare
at the haunting glow
of the monitor
the clock
the dots on plugs
proclaiming they are alive
am I?
I wonder
Hear
the not quite sounds
of the predawn household
a part
yet apart
afraid and alone
Face the coming day
the coming week
the forever future
I wonder
what the day will bring

gray

Through the cloud shrouded
nearly dawn
I creep
solitary and lonely
silent and alone
In the cold gray world
colorless colors blend
invisibility becomes me
and in turn
I become invisible.

Aloneness

Shut away here
in the darkness
in the silence
in the early morning lateness
sit
staring into
the inside of
the blanket
my eyelids
the dreams
that chase through my
awakeness dreams
hour after hour
chimes the clock
music on every thirty
even the dog
finds happy dreams
elsewhere